10.1.07

is it true..., that, the older we become, the less we deserve the right to get protected? just because we have learnt the means of defending ourselves. as if like, 'you're old, you tell lies, i dun trust you're truthful enough for me to believe in and protect' or 'you're old, you're strong, you've gone through the harsh, you can take it'
i don't get it at all.
i don't want to get it.
such a realization that im no longer eligible for protection because im deemed as an adult by most makes me wanna cry.
just because one is strong and can take blows or defend oneself doesnt mean he/she doesnt need others to make him/her up. to believe unconditionally in him/her.
someone once told me that we are all inter-dependant in this world. no one can live alone. not in this centuary, in the city.
but i really feel so alone.
maybe thats the way we are suppose to exist. as contradictions.

22:02

me

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"Happiness is enjoying, not owning" (Joanna, 2007)
"Happiness is a journey, not a destination" (Henry 2007)
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i'm living everyday like my last. i don't have much time left, so allow me to be emotional, to treasure life, to think simple.

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wishlist/wish-to-dos

new back-to-school bag
get a haircut
clean room
hang up puzzle
clothes!
completing the modules quite well
find a dance partner/ new cca
practise on the piano
lose weight
find an interest in music or dance